The hard times

Well i don't even know where to start other than the only way relationships work is if you are loyal and never lie to the one who means the most to you. i learned the hard way after chance after chance and let me say its not the way to go if the person you want to grow old with is on the other side me and jordan were together for a long time and i had the best person in the world she was my every thing i just wish i would of stepped up and ben a man of my word losing her is the worst thing. she did a lot for me and so did her family they where every thing to me i just hope some day we could at least be friends she changed my life and helped me through some really hard times but now all i can do is whats best for her she is a smart girl with allot going for her and i hope the best for her. its hard now that we broke up all i can think about is the things she wanted to do like learn to dance go on long walks and have some one she could trust if i could only start from the beginning i would of changed a couple things like lieing and doing more with her.